January 15th

  It started this morning. Well, it started in earnest. The ground outside the store seemed to drift apart again. I saw a tree floating into the air, away from me.

I don’t know how much longer I have. I am continuing to write because what else can I do? Maybe things will come back together but I don’t think so. 

What is that saying? “Things fall apart; the center cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.”. I don’t think that the center is holding anymore. I think that whatever is happening broke that center. 

I just saw a… leg? Trunk of the largest tree ever? I don’t know but I saw it land on the ground, shake everything like an earthquake, and then lift up. Whatever was connected to it, it was too big for my tiny brain to understand.

I think this is the last day. I miss the world. I miss my online meetings and my normal life. I think I miss sanity, I don’t know.

But if this is it, I miss other people. I miss Erin I guess.

     If anyone ever reads this... This was how the world ended.

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